Wrapped around my finger
I have a friend. A friend who knows that I’m kinky and who knows that I’m a submissive. I’m not sure he fully grasps how deep I am in the whole thing, but he’s very curious. Anyway, he recognizes a dominant streak in himself, and I, of course, am being very encouraging. The fact that there is a little sexual tension there means that he likes playing with the idea with me quite a lot, and I’m more than happy to go along with it. It’s non-physical fun. It makes that part of my brain get excited, but ultimately it’s just harmless, not-going-to-go-anywhere play. And, as you should be aware by now, my frustration is growing daily. The beast is hungry. I said this to my friend, and well…the table suddenly had 5 legs. :)
When I got home this evening, as I settled in earlier to some bondage porn, with my glass dildo and a small butt plug, I figured I would take my time masturbating. I would go slow. I would tease myself a little, running my hands and the cold dildo up and down my thighs and make my most sensitive parts ache to be touched. I would start slowly, softly running my fingers along my labia, teasing the entrance to my cunt and making my juices drip right out of me. I would suck on the plug, insert it and then fill myself up with the dildo, working my g spot before finally letting my clit get some attention.
Instead what happened was that I ran my hands up and down my thighs, brushed my palm against my clit, and before I could *think* to restrain myself, my fingers fell to either side of my clit hood ring, and I rubbed myself furiously. My other hand grabbed for the dildo, which easily plunged into my wet hole and within 30 seconds, I was panting, my muscles were contracting and waves of warm electricity pulsed through my body. 30 seconds.
If I was a man, I would be highly disappointing ;)
In other news, my Christmas present to myself came in the mail the other day. Take a look. It’s so lovely!
- Ruby’s xmas gift
<3 Ruby
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